I had one very key New Year's Resolution. No Relationships.
And I broke that one very Quickly. and Very Very thouroughly.
I fell in love.
And He didn't catch me.
And I'm so broken I really don't know how to go on.
My life had been, if not full, at least busy.
Now I can't figure out how to get out of bed, or eat, or work, or care. Im so confused on why I am always the one kicked aside...and this time by someone who had everything I've ever wanted...including promises that made me happy.
I don't care if I ever blog again. Books don't even hold a minor interest, or passing fancy. Not much does at the moment.
I'll heal. Somehow. But I'm scarred now. Worse than has ever happened to me.
Leukemia I could fight. This is out of my control. I can't even say please.
I'll keep going, my kids compell that. I want to see their lives. And how full they will be. And like all mothers, I will hope that their lives turn out better than mine.